but we're dealing. Dealing the best one can after losing 3 babies. UGH! I hate that. Losing. I'm tired of losing. And we didn't lose them, they died. But I guess saying losing a child is somehow easier to say than saying we have 3 dead babies.
It makes me want to puke.
But again I say, we are trying to deal. I know it will take time. It's just that some days are worse than others.
M & I decided rather than give back the baby stuff that was given to us that we'd hold onto it for a bit. We cleared it all out of the house a few days after my hospital visit and covered it up the garage. I just couldn't deal with seeing it in the house. Anyhow, we lugged it up into the garage attic yesterday. It's out of sight now but within reach WHEN we need it again.
It's finally cold here. No snow but cold. It's starting to feel a little like Christmas. We just got the last of our Christmas cards out in the mail today.
M & I made peanut butter fudge with her mom yesterday. YUMMO! We decided rather than have it in our house just waiting to make us fatter that we'd save a few pieces for ourselves and take the rest to our offices. Good idea huh? Fatten everyone else up? :o)
Thanks everyone for the cyber hugs. We feel them.