We're negative again.
I kinda thought it would be easier to deal with as the negatives keep piling up but it's just the opposite. It sucks!
Again, I feel foolish, broken and completely down and out.
This was try #5 for us and I know many of you have tried MANY more times than that but I don't know how much more heartbreak we can take. We have one vial of swimmers left. They might be the last.
This is just too much for any one person to go thru and what makes it worse is that there are 2 going thru it! M has been my rock but it's hard on her too. Besides seeing the negative stick time after time, she has to deal with ME and that's a job in its self.
I'm done testing and have stopped the bullets. CD1 should be here any day.
We're going to speak with our doctor before using the last vial. Maybe he'll have some suggestions. Clomid maybe? I don't know.
Thank you all for your positive thoughts and prayers..
This sure is hard work.
31 comments:
Oh, Kim, I'm so sorry. It is just devastating. I hope you find a way to keep at it, because I know you guys will be wonderful parents, but I do understand how hard it gets you down.
Kim I am soooo sorry for the both of you....wish you were closer so I could give you a hug (like that could help or something huh) I don't even kinw what to say.....love you guys
don't stop hoping yet. I had given up and decided on "one last try." And that's when it worked! Try to keep your chin up...sending good vibes your way.
I know nothing I say willl make a difference in how much this sux for the 2 of u - but please just know that yo are both in our hearts and prayers all the time.
xoxo
Michelle & Dawn
((((kim and m))))
((Hugs)) We're thinking of you both.
I'm so sorry Kim. Don't give up....I know you will have a baby in your arms soon. We're all here supporting you guys and sending our love. xo
I'm sorry it's not happening for you right away. It will happen though. I hope soon.
Aww my heart is breaking for you both. I wish this was the cycle. I know some day soon you will get the baby ( babies ) you both want.
i will keep you in my prayers always - stay safe and well. many blessings...palestar
I'm so sorry Kim. This process has been very cruel to you and I'm sorry it has to continue on and on. Hugs.
I'm sorry... :-( It'll happen. And it's so hard. But it'll happen.
Oh man I am so sorry. Believe me I know how you feel.
It just sucks. I am so sorry. I will pass the boots on, but for now thinking about you both.
Thinking of you both.
((((((kim & m))))))
I'm sorry. :(
Love to you both!
Kel
I'm so sorry
:(
Sorry, ladies.
Oh Kim I'm so sorry : ( Really ... I wish there was something I could do. I know it's easy to get discouraged ... but don't give up! There is a baby out there waiting for you guys. Sending much positive thoughts your way, as always.
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit-
Rest if you must, but don't you quit...
Talkig to your doctor is a good idea. I know you want this very badly an dI hope it will happen for you next time. I'm sorry it is so hard for you guys I wish it would just happen for you.
xoxo
tonight
because I'm thinking about you both
hoping you're okay...
I'll tell you what you have told me... It will be our turn...big hug! and I have a boot in the mail for you :-)
oh hon, i dont know what to say. we've had 4 BFNs in a row, and each one hurts just as much as the last. big hugs for you.
oh kim and m
so so sorry
it sucks
and it hurts
but when it happens
one way or another
these hurts will fade
i know in my heart
it is meant to be
i saw how u 2 were
with my daughter
we fell in love
with ur 2 huge hearts
and kind souls
we miss u terribly
love u
xoxo rosa
I don't comment often but I just wanted you to know that I am so sorry this happened again. It'll happen, don't give up!!! I'll be praying that the doctor has a plan of action to get this show on the road!!!
Thinking of you both,
Dana
sending you love
and a hug ,, can you feel it?
and butterflyy kisses
I'm sorry this isn't happening for you guys. I hope the doctor has some things you can do that will help. Sending you support, love and a million hugs!
They say you save the best for last.
Maybe this will be true for you beautiful Mommies to be. I truly believe that you will be Mom's. When, I don't know. But I have faith that it will happen.
I don't know if this helps but my b/f was talking to me last night about one of his patients in his clinic class. It was a couple who came in for fertility treatments before they went on to do what you guys are doing. He deals in acupuncture...I don't know, it might be something to check out.
http://www.pregnancy-info.net/infertility_acupuncture.html
Much love and thoughts to both of you guys.
Peg and I are sending you so much Love...our girls!
We have learned this has nothing to do with how great you are...mommies in the making....all of this is so common, just not talked about.
The stress at times is overwhelming for you both (and loved ones)
We celebrate strong together...we grieve just as strong...together
We love you both very very much!!
Denise and Peg xxoxooxoxoxo
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