We're negative again.
I kinda thought it would be easier to deal with as the negatives keep piling up but it's just the opposite. It sucks!
Again, I feel foolish, broken and completely down and out.
This was try #5 for us and I know many of you have tried MANY more times than that but I don't know how much more heartbreak we can take. We have one vial of swimmers left. They might be the last.
This is just too much for any one person to go thru and what makes it worse is that there are 2 going thru it! M has been my rock but it's hard on her too. Besides seeing the negative stick time after time, she has to deal with ME and that's a job in its self.
I'm done testing and have stopped the bullets. CD1 should be here any day.
We're going to speak with our doctor before using the last vial. Maybe he'll have some suggestions. Clomid maybe? I don't know.
Thank you all for your positive thoughts and prayers..
This sure is hard work.