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Friday, May 30, 2008

It's been a year...

since we boarded this wild TTC train.

1 year ago today was our first IUI.

I could have never imagined all the ups and downs we would have to go thru.

Smiley faces. 2 lines. 3 heart beats. 3 little flowers. Baby stuff in the nursery. Pure joy and excitement. Happy tears.

Negatives. 1 line. No heart beats. 3 angel flowers. Baby stuff in the garage attic. Pure hell & devastation. Angry & hurting tears.

Where are we now? Somewhere in between. Thankfull to have had those positives but pissed we ended up with all the negatives.

All we want is a family. Why is that so hard!? Why!?

I wanna take a ride with the little engine that could. Not the one that couldn't.

I think I can. I think I can.

18 comments:

NotesFrom2Moms said...

i know you will, i know you will.

Heidi said...

notesfrom2moms stole my comment.

I know you will...I know you will...

DBsmom said...

You will!!!
No matter what...you will!!!

K J and the kids said...

1 year is a long time. and yet it doesn't feel like it's been a whole year.
Wishing you the best in this next 12 months :)

Marcy "meg" said...

It will happen. I know sometimes it feels like it is taking way too long... but I promise it will happen.

tbean said...

I know you can I know you can I know you can

keri said...

You CAN! You CAN!
It's been a tough year for you two and you so deserve every happiness that's sure to come.
Big hug!

Chris said...

I'm pulling for you both, all the way.

Merr said...

You will! Don't give up!
I'm glad you finally posted!

j.k-c. said...

It WILL happen for you!

Stacey said...

you will! it wont be long... you deserve it so much..

Liz1971 said...

wishing you only positives....always! xo

Jyl said...

ur such positive people - i gotta believe there is a postive ending to this journey. i think you can too!

La said...

Praying positives for you both....keep beleiving

Bobby said...

Slacking in my Blogging responsibilities; finding my late night niche in which to focus on my friends. Time is just a measure of how we look at things. There is a time and a place for things to fall into place. Hoping, and praying for you to become the great mommie's I know you will be.

Jen said...

You can and you WILL! It will happen for you and you will be great mommies!

Kirsten said...

hang in there Kim and M. let this be like a new year to you and good luck!!!

tammy said...

let's make a pact....you won't let me give up...and i won't let you!

I know in my heart it will happen for you!