since we boarded this wild TTC train.
1 year ago today was our first IUI.
I could have never imagined all the ups and downs we would have to go thru.
Smiley faces. 2 lines. 3 heart beats. 3 little flowers. Baby stuff in the nursery. Pure joy and excitement. Happy tears.
Negatives. 1 line. No heart beats. 3 angel flowers. Baby stuff in the garage attic. Pure hell & devastation. Angry & hurting tears.
Where are we now? Somewhere in between. Thankfull to have had those positives but pissed we ended up with all the negatives.
All we want is a family. Why is that so hard!? Why!?
I wanna take a ride with the little engine that could. Not the one that couldn't.
I think I can. I think I can.