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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

This is M....

This ain't no G rated blog anymore....Fuck! I'm fucking pissed! I'm angry! I'm sad! After the incredible HIGH of our vacation to come home and get this news just doesn't seem fair. Now we are the lowest point in our lives. It just doesn't seem fair. Logically I know these things happen but why to Kim, why to us.

Thank you in advance for all your comments and prayers. We will be silent for a while. No more blog land, not now, not for a while. We wish you all the best in your continued quests to mommyhood, for us, it just ain't meant to be I guess. We do not know if we will try again. A lot of healing to do.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! (sorry for cussing babe)



Mee-ha said...

I am so sorry for you two. I had a miscarriage at 13 weeks, in 2001. It is still the most painful, raw, aching feeling I've ever known. You will never get over it, but you will heal. It sounds so presumptuous for me to say that - I know, and I hated it when people said it to me, and I wanted to stab them - but you do heal. (Sort of.)

I went on to have three more babies in short order, and I never got over Jacob's loss, but I also look at my son Liam (who was conceived three months after my miscarriage) and think that he must be some sort of reward from fate or God for all the pain I managed to survive.

I wish you all the best.

Michelle said...

You are both in our hearts and prayers. If you need anything please please please feel free to write. I know there is nothing that any of us can say or do to make any of this easier for you but I hope that you can at least find comfort in eachother.

All our love
Michelle and Dawn

Anonymous said...

:( ..I'm so sorry ..anything you two need let me know ..Rob

Holly said...

I am so sorry for you guys. It's nothing that can be healed by words. We lost our first pregnancy at 13 weeks and didn't think we'd get over it.
Take time for each other, for yourselves, to heal and find some peace.
Always, always remember that we are here if you need us.
Holly & Lois

Keri said...

Oh no! I am simply so sorry about this. Terrible news. Please know we're thinking about you while you step away for a while. And we'll be here when you get back.