I've been excited. Scared to death. Embarrassed. Happy. Sad. Nervous. You name it and I've felt it. But I guess I could best sum it all by saying I am now COMPLETE.
I've waited my entire life...35 years...for this sweet little girl and she's here. Here in our house. In our living room. In our arms . In our lives. In our hearts.....right where she is supposed to be.
I wish I could write like you other new mothers and describe everything that M and have gone thru but my mind is mush and all that comes out is that all the hell we've been thru to get to this point has been worth it.
Maybe one of these days I'll get my emotions in check and be able to put it all down into words but until then if there's something you want to know, just ask and I'll do my best to recap it for ya.
And like they say, a picture is worth a thousand words. So here's a few thousands words for yall.