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Monday, May 4, 2009

I'm a loser x 2

This has really gotten old.

We're negative again.

Am I broken?

What is the problem?

I'll call the RE tomorrow and schedule another consultation appointment. Only this time it'll be for IVF info. I have a feeling this will be our last hope. We certainly can't keep on like we have been.

But on a more positive note...

I lost 2 pounds this week. I have finally reached my 20 pound weight loss goal! It may have taken 4 months to do it but I DID IT!

Stay tuned....


17 comments:

Anonymous said...

Congrats on the 20 pounds. That is a ton of weight. Send us pictures. Don't give up on the baby front. Just keep at it and it will happen. I think I've said this before but it took us 2 years of IUI's plus 8 ivf's to conceive our 2 sons.

Rosany and Pam.

Lizzie said...

I'm so sorry for the BFN. I get it, I really do. So hard. But I'm totally impressed that you have lost 20 pounds. Wow, wow, wow. That's amazing. Inspires me. I feel so fat and all these TTC cycles have really added it on over the last year or so .... Big hugs for your skinny self. And YAY for IVF.

A said...

I'm so sorry for the BFN!! I can totally relate to feeling broken. I hope your IVF consultation goes well and your RE is able to give you hope again.

Jen said...

Sorry you two on the negative. I wish I could do something to help you. I know it’s taken some people years, and at the end it’s all worth it. Keep at it, don’t give up hope yet. You are going to be awesome parents. Congrats on the 20 lbs! What a huge accomplishment. I’m working out every morning myself so I know the feeling. You two are in my thoughts!

N said...

Congrats on the 20 pounds! But those BFNs are killers. *hugs* Don't give up hope. I know it's hard.

Penny said...

sending you my love today

Liz1971 said...

twenty pounds!!?!? wow! that is awesome! congratulations!!

getting negative after negative does get OLD. it is exhausting as well. i hope you do try the ivf. it is a miracle procedure. :)

wishing you lots of love and peace!

Teaberry said...

Oh no Kim, I'm sorry... IVF worked for my friends--they are pregnant with twin sons!

You're in my thoughts!

Inlocoparentis said...

IVF is not as scary as it seems (we just did it). Congrats on the weight loss!

Mimi said...

I am sooooo sorry I thought this was the one......love you both

Merr said...

You are NOT a loser!! I know you feel like it because I did too, but you're not. I am sorry for the BFN, but I have hopes for IVF!!!

tammy said...

Now listen here chicky..broken, loser.....NEVER! You are one of the most loving beautiful caring people I know, and Its gonna happen. breathe and believe. You promised me and I promised you....WE won't let eachother get down on ourselves...so, this is me telling you....I love you...and I know in my heart this is going to happen for you...

Holly said...

sorry about the negative. I know how hard it is!
On a positive note, congrats on the 20 lbs! That is a big accomplishment!

Michelle said...

It took us 13 months and 13,000 dollars and too many tries.....I get it. We are getting ready again and the hope for every month scares me. So I get it. Luck. Michelle

ladylennon said...

Yay for the 20 pounds. Don't be down on yourself over the baby making, it will happen. :) You will be great mommies. I know it's so easy to say "it will happen" but I truly believe it will for you.

Heidi said...

Yeah for the 20 pounds!! That is totally rockin!!

I'm sorry that this cycle BFN'd again. I am so wishing for a bright bold BFP next cycle!!

Anonymous said...

I'm so glad that you are sticking with this. I want so badly for you to have a baby. Where can we donate?

Louise in Canada