It is Kim's Birthday, today/tommorow(Wednesday)!!!! While I did not get her anything special, bad wife, I wanted to tell her and I guess ya'll how much I love her and how much she means to me and all that other mushy stuff........
When she came into my life in March 2004 it was what I needed (although I did not realize it at the time). I was overworked, stressed out, unnhealthy (I was sickly skinny and drank too much) and did not know anything, but work.
Enter Kim, and I now know how to love, laugh and live and I have a very beautiful wife to share in all of that. As ya'll all know, we have tried to start a family and have three wonderful angels in heaven waiting for us one day. We will soon try again for a family to love, laugh and live with here on earth. I am happy everyday of my life because Kim is IN my life. I can't imagine it without her and don't even want to try. It is like the first time we kissed or even held hands and I felt that love, that all knowing love deep in my heart (I had truely never felt that before). It hasn't gone away and I know it never will.
Babe, YOU make MY heart Smile! I can't wait to see you and hear from you everyday we are apart. You are my best friend and I never get tired of you around me. I have never needed a "break" from you. I want you by my side every minute of every day (except when I have to deal with bad guys and see blood and guts and shit- you don't like that), but YOU complete ME.
As we embark once again to have a family together, know this, you are my family and if GOD has other plans for us, which I hope he doesn't, I asked him not too, I told him we want a family, but either way, he ultimately wins.....but anyways, you are all I need in my life to make me smile and feel complete, a child is just icing on the cake. 34 candles on that cake too!
I got you a few knick knacks nothing special (only because we are always together and it is hard to be sneaky) I won't mention them here because you may read this before you get them, so HAPPY 34th BIRTHDAY SWEET P!!!!! And all that other mushy stuff!
Love you always,