Thank you all so much for your thoughts and prayers... As my wife "doesn't sleep" I am posting I guess for myself...
I am Sorry but I am FUCKING angry! Kim keeps apologizing to me for not being able to carry our babies to safety... It is not her fault..SHE MUST understand that.
I LOVE my WIFE, more than Life itself. This just FUCKING SUCKS!
She has never had surgery before in her life and she is TERRIFIED! She is afraid of being on a breathing tube (ET Tube). I being the dummy that I am didn't listen to the Doc. She said she could either be "loopy" or be "out". Does out mean intebated? I am a Firefighter/EMT I should know this...AM I stupid?
I just LOVE my WIFE! I hate that I can't stop the pain......
This Just FUCKING SUCKS.....(sorry for cussin' babes)
M (Not so strong COP, FIREFIGHTER, EMT, FIREMARSHAL)